Hi sorry for creating another post last night was extremely awful. I know I just can’t do this anymore, I had an extreme panic attack combined with already being ill. I have been throwing up since I got home again. I could not eat tonight at all.
Today I printed some evidence about my mums case and handed it to her she wanted to take it to the police station. I hated it. The police station was extremely busy and only one person was on the counter. She was really stressed and was being very stern, meanwhile I was experiencing more panic.
I was starting to experience coughing fits. The woman on the counter wasn’t really been helpful at all. She was stressed through and we weren’t really getting anywhere.
The hearing is today too. I woke up in a terrible state and I have decided to take the day off work due to feeling sick and anxious. Luckily my boss understands.
I want all this to go away and stop. I have a councilling appointment today so I will talk to them then