It was awful. I was told that my mum was a lazy oaf and that they should bring workhouses back just to show how disabled some people really are. They called her a bike which is really offensive because she was with my dad for 25 years before he died from contracting covid whilst receiving cancer treatment.
I’m just so fed up of fighting. Yet people do not believe the amount of pressure day in day out. Everyone says to me “no wonder why you are the way you are.” However, no one offers to help either. They let me carry on. Look at the damage I have done to myself.
It’s made worse by a mother who does not listen, and has a tendency to act like an absolute rogue sometimes, and has no alarm bells when it comes to keeping herself safe.
I’ve seen the properties that have come available tonight, next to none which she would want. There was one sheltered place, only I looked and it mentioned an allocations policy which now has me worried. I’m not going to get back to sleep now.
Basically it mentions behaviour and being around vulnerable people. Obviously mum was involved in the domestic abuse case a year ago which turned pretty nasty, although everything just stopped. There was never any evidence that mum was guilty of anything- it was just him. I don’t want to victim blame, but I don’t understand why the second you suspect something you should have to run to the police to check if they aren’t a wrong un. Surely innocent till proven guilty.
Then again If you are calling the police to see if they are bad, then there are enough warning signs there already.
She had a domestic abuse support worker, he didn’t which says enough. It also suggests that she was actively trying to improve her situation.
There was also the time where she let her friend stay who took over her home.
After she realised what happened she had alarms fitted on every door and window in the house. She also refuses to let anyone but carers, and official people in the property. She won’t have any friends over whatsoever.
The extra care team are reviewing her case due to this. However I am now scared that they will find this out, and then say she won’t be allowed a council house anymore.
I did speak to someone earlier about a place and they said they had to do extra checks to everyone, I didn’t really know what that meant but I do now. I hope this does not come up. It does mention that if behaviour is improved then it will be offered. I personally think her vulnerability’s have caused this, but I also think she’s a massive idiot. She is not a bad person, she just sees the good in people until it’s too late. I really do think she has a learning difficulty too as she struggles to understand social cues.
I’m also extremely angry at myself because I asked for support from these people, yet it feels like they’ve noted it down and used it as ammunition to go against us. Thanks council for adding to my worries, by doing the right thing I was doing the wrong thing. That is really going to help.
Thank you very much council. Luckily she has one offer in place away from the council.
I absolutely blame myself though, I have this overriding urge to be super responsible all the time and it really bloody kills me. No matter what happens I always think I have done wrong, I have to explain myself and take action to alleviate everything.
I wish I never went to the safeguarding team now, I will never go them again. I know they had a duty of care, but it just seems like they will do anything to fob anyone off.
I just hope everything will be okay.