I have had a few dreams about my caree who passed away almost a year ago now.
Very vivid dreams, going shopping, I used to take him shopping every week until he became too ill to leave the house.
He was supposed to be moving into a new care place-supported housing, I can see him in his new place. I take him home to his new place and help with putting away the shopping.
But he never got there, he died in hospital.
I then had another dream where we went to his old place, he was in care almost 40 years ago, but he took me there in my dream.
The place has been knocked down years ago built a load of houses there, so I never saw the care home he was in, I would have been a child when he was there.
But I saw the place in my dream, the taxi took us there and dropped off us off in the car park, his room was room 19, I remember that.
But I saw the building, I saw the car park, I saw his room and his possesions and the gardens.
Why am I suddenly dreaming about my caree, what is going on, very scared basically like hes come back.
I clearly need councelling for this to come to terms with his death, but none was ever supplied, I think I am on a waiting list for help but need help now.
I am not sleeping properly, waking up from these dreams, I am tired constantly thinking.
There are just constant reminders of him all around.