I have been a member here under another user name for years, but have now started a new account as I want to remain anonymous (hence the name), as this is a difficult subject. I hope this won’t turn into too long a post, but feel I need to give some background to explain the current difficult situation, before I ask for advice.
My Dad is in his 80’s, fit for his age, still drives and works part-time and was widowed about 15 years ago when my Mum passed. He has done amazingly well without her, as Mum did everything in their marriage, and I am so proud of how he has coped … all except the one thing that causes me so much worry … his “toxic” relationship with my Brother. Brother has always relied on Mum and Dad for everything, never married, had a few failed relationships, but always returned home and is now living with Dad full-time. He has always been a strange character, with quirks and behaviours which sometimes seemed a little odd. He was finally diagnosed with Aspergers as an adult about 10 years ago. Since then, he had a major “bust-up” with me over something very trivial and told me never to speak to him again. He can be very abusive and aggressive, so I have just avoided contact with him ever since, which has also meant I have distanced myself from Dad as well. One of Brother’s asperger traits manifests in hoarding tendancies, and he has filled Dad’s home with belongings, so Dad hardly has space to turn around, only one empty chair to sit in and just enough space to cook and prep-food. I haven’t actually been inside the house for several years now, as Dad is so embarrassed, and tells me not to visit. Dad does come here every now and then for a meal, but is never keen to travel to us, as when he is here he is always hinting he must get home to see what Brother is up to. He hates being with him, but cannot seem to stay away.
Brother attempts to run his own business, but his vehicle is always breaking down, and he expects Dad to run him around to jobs, quotes etc, which gets me so annoyed. I have told Dad to ignore his pleas for help, or at least get some petrol money etc. Dad feels obliged as if Brother cannot get work, he has no money to fix his van, so it’s a vicious circle. Brother doesn’t contribute towards bills etc, although apparently buys his own food now, which Dad did until recently. As I said, Dad works part-time and earlier this year, I had a call from his boss, saying he had been taken ill at work. I rushed there, to find he had been taken to hospital with a suspected TIA, which tests confirmed. Dad had run out of meds, which had caused this at the time, but I do worry that he may be getting muddled and confused, so this may happen again. Today I have had his boss on the ‘phone again, saying Dad had been very abusive to another member of staff today, which is not like him at all, and although he did apologise later, she is very concerned that he is not himself. I explained (which she already knows) the difficult home situation Dad has to struggle with and that I have been told numerous times that I am not to go there. If I ignored this and turned up on the doorstep, it would enrage my Brother and probably make things worse for Dad in the long-run. I know the day is coming when Dad will no longer be able to drive, live independently etc. Their house is rented in Dad’s name, so if he has to give this up, Brother will have to get out.
I am now stuck, not knowing what to do. I cannot ring to discuss this as Dad will know that his boss has called me. I cannot turn up there and risk inflaming the difficult relationship that Dad and Brother already have. I cannot force Dad to throw my Brother out. I cannot go in and clear all the cr@p in the house and make Dad’s life so much easier and more comfortable. I did think about doing an anonymous Social Services referral to request they visit and assess Dad, but he will naturally assume his boss has done this, so will not help things there. Hubby said there is nothing I can really do … its just a car-crash waiting to happen, and I will have to pick up the pieces when it does happen. TBF, I have been worrying about this for a long time, and know it will come to a head at some point, so the call today hasn’t really increased that worry. I feel all I can do is sit back and let things run their course. I tell Dad often that I am here for him if he wants or needs anything, and that is all I can do for now.
Sorry, this has as expected, turned out very long, and I am not expecting anyone to come up with a solution, but just putting it down in writing has helped me somewhat. Thanks if you have got this far x