My wife was due to be discharged today…after 5 weeks in this hospital. The Doctor is off sick so there are no discharges or reviews to be had. I am incredibly frustrated…My wife could leave of her own volition but says she wants to complete it properly which I understand up to a point.
This ordeal has been the most challenging time of my life. If I did not have a 3 year old to care for I dread to think what I would have done.
So the date is set for Tuesday next week now - that’s another whole week where I am struggling daily .I dont think I have the strength to continue with this. My wife has said she wants to give our marriage another shot and she loves me and misses me…So I said come home for a night or two ( the hospital encourage this) just to dip your toe so to speak…But because the Doctor went AWOL it threw her off balance and was in a state. So she declined to come back…I mean how can she miss me??
I am in a state of flux between pure rage, confusion, and hurt/upset. I don’t know what to do next…