Hello everyone,
I have been close friends with someone for 14 years and I am their favourite person. They have been diagnosed with BPD and paranoid schizophrenia and are currently supported by a great mental health team.
Our entire relationship is difficult to describe but it is lovely for a while and then awful (aggressive and to be honest it is non physical abuse) then the half arsed apologies come (it was their fault but mine too) and the cycle repeats.
I found out yesterday that she had systematically destroyed 3 close friendships; telling them awful things I had supposedly said and that I was abusing her and then telling me that they had done the same to her. It ruined five people’s mental health and relationships with each other (it is too complicated to go into details!). Is this normal behaviour for BPD or is this something else?
I always stuck by this woman because even though she has serious problems I always thought she was unfailingly honest. I am devastated.
I will be pulling back from this relationship I have with her, I already had decided to after an incident where the police were nearly called earlier in the month; I need to protect myself and my family but this was a betrayal I am truly shocked by. I don’t know how to step back safely (death threats have been issued to me, I don’t think they are overly serious).
Has anyone managed to remove themselves from this type of situation? I don’t want her to hurt herself (I am waiting for a call back from the MHT) and I don’t want her to hurt us either.