Hello I new on here.my English writing is not so good.but I am so overwhelmed!! Really am!
Find this page though I have nothing to lose lol.
Have to do something otherwise I don’t know how much I can carrying on with,I am ok not in depression yet,sorry it’s seems that way with all my feelings today.been a long long time since I told anyone my feelings.I cares for my loved one son who lives in same home as me.i think that is difficult at times as right now I am trying my best to sort everything out on a days to days but son have so much different big issues over 5 years now,but since last year Christmas time.his tablet was reduced down,which was good for him.but not so for me.sometimes I do wish I could get my son to be the way he used to be.but saying that.he say he listen and understand me,but I he have no idea what I am talking about.sometimes he sleeps a lot,I am on my own.trying to get up and do my jobs maybe around the house,but no good at others times.son talk to himself a lot.i try to make him feel good about himself.when all this becomes.i was told sometimes they is no right or wrong answers for me to understand son mealth health is so bad that I now trying more harder everyday to get some normal people to talk to me.over the phone,but my bad luck my family members are too busy,and my mom used to be my support but since a fewest years ago,she don’t want to no too