hi i’m newbie here
I’m not currently a carer but i majored in social work at college and just graduated
though i didn’t choose to become a professional social worker cuz it’s too much pressure for me
and i feel guilty to feel that way because it feels like what i supposed to do and taught to do but i’m not doing it
I know that someday i must take the responsibility to care for my parents or someone else,
but right now i just wanna escape
Sorry for that
Hope someone can relate and understand 
Don’t worry bro. I am also new here. And i am in similar situation like your. Be strong, you will solve all your problems. Good luck! 
Firstly, welcome to the forum. Thanks for sharing how difficult things are for you at the moment. It is really hard, but brave of you to not take on social work due to feeling too much pressure.
It sounds scary to want to escape right now. If you are struggling with your emotions and need some immediate help, you could contact the Samaritans (116 123),
Best,
Al
Thanks man!