Hi, I’m a new member to the form.
My mother (53) was diagnosed with cancer in march last year, she started treatment in April and I stayed in with her in May. It was meant to be for three weeks and I stayed for seven, I live an hour away from her usually. I was he primary carer when she was unwell, giving her all her meds through an Ng tube. She had he all clear in September and has had a clear 3 month scan since then and she’s back in work.
When my mother was sick I had to manage now she’s in recovery. I’ve been really sad (I wouldn’t sad I’m depressed). feel like I’m mostly holding it together but I feel like Im missing something and I should be doing more.
She and I went through so much together, she’s going to therapy now and need to talk about things which I will do. But I don’t feel like I can talk to her about me cause it will upset her (but she’s the only person I want to talk to)
I’m very confused